The Noise Box (Digital Media Player /w MP3s Release)

 Today marks my first day in the official releases that will make up the Organized Chaos flash drive album collection. You can either wait for that or get them without the flash drive for cheaper in the long run. Up next I will have The Absynthium Collective for $10 and The Beauty of Noise Mix for free! This Noise Vaults 1-6 compilation called The Noise Box has a total of 101 tracks. Its sequel, "The Noise Box 2: Machines Melodies and Mayhem" will feature six more albums, only two of which are complete at the moment. What's done so far will also make the Organized Chaos release.

Click here to Download/Purchase The Noise Box!

Classic Chambers Redux (A Work In Progress)

 

Classic Chambers Deluxe is a work in progress that will kickstart my second wave of DOOM wads, the first being created in the mid to late 90's. Since this was my first trilogy in redo form, I opted to make this sequel to teach myself more things and just get familiar with new tools. It's not meant to be quality goods. It's just Chambers levels.

My main planned project is a 13-episode reboot of "Nightmares of Loki." called Otherworldly Nightmares. It is plot-based and with an all new MP3 soundtrack to stretch all 8 maps of every episode, 1 - 13. It will be a "later" creation "in the background" of other things.

These will be on the Dybbuk81's Old And New Wads page under the Classic Doom section of this website. I know that the Chambers format entirely sucks, but its just nostagia for me and a joke for you guys! Enjoy! ;)

Coming in a few days... Noise Box 1, Written in VBasic, for itch.io to download and listen to your heart's content.

 Alright so just to avoid confusion, Noise Box 1 is not the name of the upcoming flash drive collection. That one is called Organized Chaos and will hold more than one collection of MP3 files on it with multiple VBasic-driven programs. The Noise Box 1 will have all of my stuff that ranges from 2000-2005 including the modern fix-ups remixes and additional tracks. It will go from Sweet Sombriety to Makina. I will also include Plugged as a bonus album from July of 2021.

Also on Organized Chaos will be four of the Absynthium Collectives. Unless I make a lot more music before June of 2025 that will be it. I'll also include a few more bonuses that don't go with these like the EP for my wife and the floppy disk album. I may or may not shoot video for informative and entertainment purposes.

But anyways this is coming very soon. I just need to link two more albums up and write some more information when I'm not working on other stuff in the next couple of days and that'll be that. I'll put it on jlehrjr.itch.io for ten bucks and there you go! A digital prerelease of something from Organized Chaos. You can also peruse the MP3 file folders for the actual files in case you want to use them for anything. Enjoy!

The Synth Collectives

 

So far there's only the bandcamp embedded players, but this is my first external blogsite to exist here that is for the most part ready to be viewed forever.

In with 2025 entirely.

     Since I'll be home a couple of days. I've decided to do something odd and make my website available after I'm dead and gone. Yes. I am no longer going to pay for hosting (again) and have everything rely on me buying like 20+ years of domain registration instead. This will leave a redirect to neocities and other places, preferably ones that I have high hopes will be around for a long time. Weird I know, but I don't try to push this stuff out there much and would like there to be a time capsule for my kids and younger fans of various things when I am gone.

    So I'm going to pay for www.lehr.me hosting. It'll always be www.lehr.me but also on this very blog site you are visiting, and also http://www.geocities.ws/dybbuk81 will have some stuff. I am hesitant to put any more stuff on internet archive due to its lawsuits currently and do have high hopes for itch.io being the host of various old and new things also related to classic doom mods. My doom site is on geocities but my doom levels are on blogspot and other places, I'll have like 6-7 places for the old ones whether they're good or not.

    As for music, clearly bandcamp has been around a bit and will continue to. I'll also have them on itch.io under the noisebox software series that includes all the mp3s. When "Organized Chaos" the USB is complete, I'll sell my 100 copies but also have a backup for later on trepstar.com that is made on demand. AS LONG AS one person every 300 days buys one, it'll always be available there for as long as trepstar.com exists. I'll try my best to encapsulate all the old and then the current/future stuff in case a bus hits me someday or something so fans can have their stuff. Thank you for being one of them!

Well I'm back to this blog now. Here comes 2025!!!

__ w w w . l e h r . m e__

    Welcome back to my blog! a lot of time has passed since the original website at www.lehr.me was taken down and replaced with like 10 others throughout the course of months since early 2024. Now with the new year about to hit, I chose my favorite website of all time or at least one that had the most potential to become one and you'll find it at www.lehr.me!

    Instead of "starting anew" this year and trying a brand new website ten more times and not getting done, I picked up where I left off with this old one. So far I've plotted how I will create some hopefully "pretty damn cool" animated gifs or mouseover animated gifs on the left side of the main site. 

    The Classic Games section is up next alongside the rest of the classic doom megasite. I feel that the rest is for now where it can just be for a while but these really need attention. Why have them? Well if you came for Project Warlock, chances are you like music (I've finished that portion. And I'm assuming this because you came for my OST or more information) and old video games. 

    The Classic Games section will have a full roster of old dos games. I'm planning to at least have 200 for now to get it set up and ready for viewing. I need at least ONE for each letter also. That's also a self-made requirement. It'll have each game housed in the "GAME" folder within a zip, also having DOSBOX and a unique configuration file for the game, tested and ready, all called from a simple batch file that is more or less "unzip... click... and play!" for people who aren't tech savvy when it comes to old dos stuff. I would prefer not only have people that know dos, since its from the 80s and early 90s. 

    Next will be the Classic DOOM Megasite project. I've mostly made a huge dent in it. But I want it to be as close to all-inclusive with related goods to DOOM and making/playing it as one person can possibly do with my schedule. Its been on the backburner slowly getting small attention for years and I feel the time has come to pull it into the light soon as well. 

    As for new music to come, eventually I will have (and am very close to) a cheap twelve disc set in two sections for "The Absynthium Collective." Don't panic. Its dirt cheap. Under $40 cheap! Once I finish the already started second disc of MOMENTUM, the fourth double album on it, I already have 3 outtakes discs, one for each double album so far. So last will be the twelfth disc, PENDULUM. which should make sense, since its the 12th. It will be like the clock is also ticking for the next one. Its more or less an "everything else" disc. That's not necessarily due to lack of quality, for it's just stuff that didn't fit on the others. Some duo collaborations where Luke from Project Warlock OST remixed a couple of my songs so I blended both versions together, and some MORE extended remixes of things from the four double albums included.

    Also I will call it quits for Noise Vaults after #12 I think. I'm not done with guitar by a long shot, I'm just going to either start a new series or just do what I want without having any sort of structure to it or numbering system. I'm not Trent Reznor or the Insane Clown Posse or anything like that. Its not "album trilogy time" anymore. It's just, what I want when I want ;)

    As for the semi-hidden goofy shit, Cherry Rounders is on the backburner but his website is the first priority if I ever get around to him again. Its ridiculously retarded but a LOT still find him online and have probably lost hope in any new material since the few songs since 2006 when I just stopped and moved to Will and Jerry. There will be two normal audio CDs for sale for the first two compilations. I will have a soundcloud account for digital-only rehashes of old songs blended into weird eps that all connect in themselves in bizarre ways. All I will do will be available free digitally, but cost a tiny amount for a physical release. I'm also considering stickers, bumper stickers, and t-shirts, but really I'm not sure about that one.

    Lastly, Project Warlock 2 is still in development. Since it was in early access people get a large chunk at a time in the form of a theme. We went back and redux'd the first one after we started the second one due to complaints of the levels being a half hour long. We did the same for theme 2 with major touchups and my role of the musician took me back to the western elements of the second theme that I had thought weren't going to fit and I wasn't good at. I loved my changes. I listened to them for like two solid weeks in my car. Theme 3 I can promise you will be even better!!!!

This is my final blog post here

Please come to My Bear Blog for future entries...

Thanks Mom and Dad!!!

 

HAIL SANTA!!!

 

The Noise Box USB

 

I have finally done it!!!

All of my music is available on one flash drive!!!

ART BY BRIANNA LEHR

THE NOISE VAULTS
This usb features 8 "The Noise Vaults" albums: Sweet Sombriety, Maladaptive Humanoid, Smashing Through, Phenomaly, A Taste of Euphoria, Lost Relics, Makina, Plugged

ABSYNTHIUM COLLECTIVE
This usb also features all the synth stuff: Orion Origins, Infernum 1 & 2, Continuum, Nervorum, Polybius, Pixels, Apocalypso, Dystopian, Lithium, Somnium, Continuum II, Bellum, Tantrum, and Opium

There is also the Stitchedtogether EP with vocals for my wife
A cover of "Mad World," also for my wife, with a remix of it

99 Absynthium outtakes

an "XTRA_STUFF" folder with games, old remixes
from 2000-2002 to test softwares of various artists, free,
and other free stuff including 4 cassettes from early life I
made in the very beginning of rap. yes, rap.

Well over 500 tracks not even including the bonus free
stuff are available now for purchase ;) Thanks for your support!

ORDER NOW!!!

Happy Halloween!!

 

Timekillers and Nightmares of Loki 25th Anniversary Edition

Time killers for DOOM is a work in progress that I've stopped progress on for a bit. I have a feeling I might not make my self-created deadline for the OTHER project if I don't. What is the other project? Well, I've already attempted it in 1999. It was a fail bigtime. I said it took four years and the span was definitely four years BUT most of that time was off and on and spent hanging out with friends and doing a band thing. It was also high school so I was mostly there of course. It was called Nightmares of Loki and it may have been disliked by the doom community. This is not a sequel but a reboot, as if that didn't happen, but also since I have a story and an arsenal of stock music I've saved up. I was planning a sequel at first in 2002-2003 called Loki's Realm but since learning some ACS and deciding on extended bestiary I've concocted a 9-episode story with 100+ music tracks and its going to be a tough bite to chew. The sound effects and shitty texture and enemy recolored replacements back then are gone. So are the extremely long levels without any detail. I'm going to shoot finally for actual sized levels and make it look like it was a real game almost. The only thing it will have in common with the original is the dark atmosphere The 9 episodes will be spread throughout three games, the first two having cliffhangers and the third changing perspectives. I wrote Episodes 7-9 in college way back in '03-'05 and did nothing with the story but rewrite it recently. They will be for Doom II this time. The episodes are as follows:

GAME 1
Episode 1: The 25-Year Ghost

Episode 2: The NASA Rebel
Episode 3: Project H.A.V.O.C

GAME 2:

Episode 4: In Search of Loki
Episode 5: Loki's Revelations
Episode 6: Universe At War

GAME 3:
Episode 7: Leaving Earth
Episode 8: Visions of Loki
Episode 9: Awakening Sage

September Additions and Plans

Now when you enter lehr.me you'll find a sixty-track sampler and media player that lets you hear some of the stuff inside without actually even needing to enter yet or at all! 

Future plans for next month include using a shit ton of themed Temu stickers I just ordered and making some handwritten website pages again using sketches, printed stuff, stickers, and other such fun vintage-looking stuff. This time the outer area around the books will have decor too, like skulls and other such props. I'll also use red and amber lights and whatever else I can to get a new tint to things so things are less boring.

Happy Birthday, Bee!!

Today is my wife's 35th birthday, and in order to celebrate she isn't only getting a medusa tattoo, no. She got an EP of my very first serious vocal recordings I've ever done, since she's the one who wanted to hear them recorded... 

I created four songs for her, and also a cover of her very favorite song... Mad World!

Noisebox One, Under Construction...

 

CLICK TO ENLARGE...

This is my next creation, other than quickly finishing whats left of my site other than the favorite things section. The favorite things section will take months off and on and be more of a background for-fun-fansites sort of thing.

This is Noise Box One...

I am also working on "The Dybbuk's Box of Noise and Fun" which will have all of my recent software creations surrounding music and old games and mods.

What it will do is play every single track I've made, ever. I was going to have it pull stuff from the internet but unfortunately that sets off virus software like crazy! So instead I'll have a free version still, but it'll only have partial amounts of music. The full release will be $20 digitally and over 5 gigabytes including all the music. There will also be a manufactured-on-demand $30 flash drive stick version that comes in an armaray case, hopefully with artwork by Nate Vaught. Nate Vaught did the art for both Cherry Rounders in 2007, and Will and Jerry in 2011.

The Dybbuk's Box of Noise and Fun
will have the "No-no NSFW" music. Over 200 tracks of it. It will also have a shit ton of freeware and old shareware games for DOSBox that launch from it just because, they're normally free! This is to rekindle more old school gaming. I'll even throw in a lot of my favorite doom wads and mods that are licensed for free distribution only. Doom and Doom II will of course be required.

I will also have every single thing on my site in one downloaded chunk, all the music from multiple bandcamps, and other stuff, like my new project HyperNations Talkbox. You'll just have to see what all I end up doing when I release it. For those wondering, Noisebox One will cost exactly the same as The Dybbuk's Box, since the music you are paying for is on both. The Dybbuk's Box will just be a much larger download for you to sit through.

Gaining Momentum... Bellum, Tantrum, and Opium

 

 

Behold.

The trio that makes up Momentum, Disc 1.

I have just finished Opium last night, and

damn I'm satisfied with it ;)

Bellum was a pretty cool start, and my favorite of these three eps

Tantrum was a clusterfudge of both outtakes and new stuff

Opium takes a venture into some more beautiful territory

Now It's Dybbuk's World

    While the internet was off (well technically it still sort of is until I pay the remainder of our bill Monday) I resurrected a website I found printed off two or three years ago on a full color sheet of paper that inspired me to instead of running two completely seperate websites, one personal as Jerry Lehr and the other gamer alias site Dybbuk81, I'd just use the alias for my personal site and have lehr.me lead to all my site projects instead.

So behold, Dybbuk's World.

Everything is made.

All I really need to do is make seperate music pages for each album having full descriptions to every track, having each embedded from bandcamp to the page. Right now only a few are like this, and the rest just link directly to bandcamp instead. I want it to be thorough and complete, and I'm very damn close ;)

A Week of No Internet

It's been roughly a week since we had the outage across the town and I've decided to part ways with Endeavor Communications for the only other service available way out here in my area, Spark Light. My birthday happened June 9th and I did get my sweet steampunk USB hub shown in the last blog post, the light is just blue not orange.

I recently discovered a little desktop widget app called "Rocket Dock." It reminds me of MacOS the way it gets bigger as you hover the icons. I have everything on my PC set up simplistic and surrounding this little program. So yeah, it better not fuck my shit up ;)

So far out of like 72 "My Favorite Things" pages I've made just 7 layouts and quit already for a while once the internet quit too. Today I finished the outer shell for the PC version of the site, making it look more like a website with something to go along with the dropdown menu above. It is also making it for some reason easier to design. This is possibly due to the fact I only click once and I'm there, instead of hovering under a dropdown menu.

Since the outage has occurred, I've been working diligently this half-work-day and the past week and offdays offline on this full site. I am hoping that when the internet comes back I won't be tempted to upload for at least the small amount of time it will hopefully take to finish my main personal site "The Land of Noise and Fun" minus the "My Favorite Things" section. Mainly I want to finish up "The Noise Vaults" and "The Absynthium Collective" websites.

As My 42nd Birthday Approaches

Playing some Doom64-ified mod by ENJAY years ago that has the down2.wad level from the Master Levels for Doom II's "Maximum Doom" portion, only with 29-31 other levels ;)

Doom 64ifier makes every old 90s wad look ten times cooler I swear!

Doom 64ifier plus NJDOOM2.WAD from Doom Accessory Pack IV

Today is Thursday, June 8th. Tomorrow I will turn 42. I'm not sure what's in store if anything but I AM getting one small thing I asked for from my parents on a whim...

So far... my wife has gotten me these:

 

The one on the right has a code to open (and is based off of the work of Da Vinci) while the one on the left is a 128GB steampunk light bulb.

Soon I would like to get ahold of this fucker:

These are all the better-designed way to make up for the deliberate yard sale loss (or goodwill loss at that) of this uselessly large collection:

I also have a couple 128 gb sandisk cruzer glides and a couple 256 gb's of the same.

Tomorrow we shall see if anything else suprises me, but due to lack of fundage lately I'm not expecting anything nor will I be upset if I only get the hub from my parents and just a kiss or something from the wife. I'm spending the night possibly adding a few minisites to the "My Favorite Things" future pages list:

I may redo the KMFDM one, to be better of course, instead.

Another Friday...

DOOM4GZ

https://www.moddb.com/mods/doom4gz-ultra-hd-edition

My, let me just say!!!! This is A-Maz-Ing!!

I haven't played it much yet, but a doom mod being over a gigabyte in size that ISN'T that one Terrywad made to be large on purpose with no content is bound to be BADASS. This is basically the original doom remade graphically and game-play-wise to function like 2016's reboot of DOOM. The levels are the originals intact so hopefully no cease-and-desist letter will occur and this shit will move out of its Alpha stage and be a real thing. I downloaded it anyway just in case. My classic doom folder is over 600 gigabytes in size now and the classic game was 0.012 (12 Megabytes) lol. Maybe I have an addiction or something.

In other news I am currently just enjoying my lack of computer usage and spending time with my wife and kiddo while I relax from work with a bad back. I have one offday instead of two this week per request to make up for missing two days and only making eight hours each paid time off. Saturdays are usually my "computer stuff" days so I'm spending my Friday with my wife doing house stuff like my Friday should be.

Oh, and playing MORE of this beautiful shit!

My name is Cherry Rounders and I....I Eat Poop!

 

New Site with New Album coming!!!

This was that old character from 1999 that this past month has scored me $71 in monthly revenue and I've decided to try to make that number higher. Hey, I paid my electric bill!

The new album will connect song to song and somewhat tell a story. I have other album ideas already too ;)

HyperNation, Classic Gaming Sanctuary, Triple Monitors

I was just playing a mod that won a cacoward a year or two ago for classic doom called "The Magenta Spire."

For now, until I can get a monitor that supports DVI, my laptop-only has a dual monitor. Soon it will be my main computer, or I will just have three computers (including the one laptop as one of them) on my long ass computer table for two.

Other than working now on the "Classic Gaming Sanctuary" including four classic video game-related sites including the classic doom megasite project, I am also redoing "The Ville" to be "Hyper Nation."

All of the graphics, instead of being hosted elsewhere, are now all included on the forums site! Now all I gotta do is buy a domain and route it straight here and it's done. Since there are for some reason visitors on occasion to the original "Ville" forums website, I've decided to make this and not stop until its finished, which will only take a couple days work, and just let it be.

Date Night!!! Parts One and Two

 

For our Anniversary on January 28th, 2023 we had a nice date night complete with Leon's Mexican Restaurant in Indianapolis, Barnes and Noble spends, The Flying Cupcake (Also in Indianapolis right down the road), and the AMC Movie Theatre to watch the new movie M3GAN we've wanted to see for months.

And if this wasn't enough, so that the kids didn't feel left out, we repeated the same exact date night, kids included, one week later.

Leon's Mexican Restaurant was amazing.

M3GAN was pretty good even with the kids, one of whom is terrified of horror movies easily.

For a horror movie with a PG-13 rating, I liked it.

The Flying Cupcake had large $5 cupcakes, which were also amazing.

Cherry Rounders Is Back For Now...

 

    This is my current desktop. Look in amazement at the boredom that was behind it. Anyways I'm working on bringing back CHERRY ROUNDERS. This is just an idea, but I'm putting a LOT of work into the planning of said idea. http://cherryrounders.neocities.org is the future new home of Cherry. I may buy cherryrounders.me to point in this direction.

    There are two albums and a story saga on several discs planned. The original story saga has been tossed but some parts kept story-wise, just not song-wise. The first album is a rehashed redux mix of all the original Cherry Rounders songs from 1999-2003 modernized or at least with better sound. I am completely redoing them from scratch. Since it's considered by myself in my very own genre "Nuisance Music" and I recorded in waves of songs then stopped for long periods of time, the album fittingly is called "Waves of Nuisance."

    The second of the two albums is going to be called "Window Lickin' Good" and feature only NEW songs. Both will be $12 on physical CD format from trepstar.com and on bandcamp for five bucks. 

    The story saga will be called "Life of Cherry Rounders" and feature start to finish the full origin and death of Cherry Rounders. The other two albums come in-between.

The Holidays Are Over... Ushering In 2023

    Here's a toast! May 2023 be ten times better than last year in all aspects!!

    In order to start things right I did some research today and found "The 15 Best Free VST Plugins of 2022" to install immediately, minus ones I've already had such as Dexed, and ones that were simply for effects towards the bottom when I got antsy/lazy. To accompany the release of Bellum at the end of last year, I will be working on both Tantrum and Sanctum for this one, as well as several releases afterwords if time will permit.

    On the other end of the coin, where the guitar meets the computer again, the    computer rock trilogy Machines Melodies and Mayhem will be at least planned and partially created this year. It will feature the albums "Blueprint" "Prototype" and "Structure." These will be the sequel to "Plugged" in their style and feel.

    In work news, I have gotten a promotion to the title In-Plant Support at least as a trial. I will use the funds from the raise to get ahead on bills and kick their ass instead of letting them kick my own. You know, adulting. Christmas I had planned to be pretty cool for the kids, as I set them both up with their own computer setup complete with sound systems, and an iPhone a piece. Unfortunately, within a week they got their rights removed trying to sneak things past their mom, and were lacking electronics this morning until further notice --including the X-Box. 

    Now with the help of their trusty Step dad we have set up one of the computers in our library room out in the open so that no locks can happen, and I will not have wasted all my Christmas money I earned working 7 days a week, 12 hours each day, for a few weeks. My daughter is slowly setting up a twitch channel and I'm setting her up a website for her art soon again. Currently it is http://www.aila.fun.

And as tradition will go, well, this is the first time but in the future at the beginning of every new year maybe... I'll blog a screenshot of all my desktop swappings and switch-arounds for the new year:

Currently, the top left is being copied as I took the screenshot. Nearly a terabyte in Roms/emulators will happen there, and it definitely only started today. I'll leave it going while I'm at work in a couple hours.

As my overall background mission I will be continuing work on Project Warlock 2's second full theme, as well as the buckshot software website and a lot of updates/upgrades to my own ;)

Cheers,

Jerry Lehr